hello to every one.
its true story of my life. i hope you can understand what i want to say via this artical!!
In 2005 i got admission in college, during my school days i did not like any girl by heart.when my friends said shahin is cuty, ruchi is doll & sonali is sex bomb , i was laugh at them say stop it, its too much. in short i am mama's boy. i like to live with my friends & with my books during my school life.
now i am college student. i dont know when i saw her first time ,i am talking my angle Dipika(i don t want to mention her real name ) but i am sure it was a great day of life.
Let me describe Priyanka.
her full name is Dipika vora. she is 5 feet 5inch long ,strait blank hair. she was slim & tream figure, a very stylish girl, good in study .Priyanks attitude " I AM WHAT , WHAT I AM" i am big fan of her attitude, how she walk, she talk,she eat & lottttttttt. she has evryting which one girl should have. in short is 10 out of 10.
first time in my life i could hear my hart beats & i just wanted to see for my whole life. i am 100% sure that i could become her friend because i had good heart, i would never heart her.
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I am very simple village boy, who did not know what is attitude?? did't know anyting about style or anything!!. i had very simple life but that time i had not know to live this word this not enough.i was poor in study that time,i was in diploma.
you can guess no match between me & priyanka . my friend told me that same things dont dream to much. she is just dream for you.
buttttt....My friends that time i was in another earth i did not know the rules of the this selfish univese.
in fornt of my hostel mates i took it very easily & try to make environment more funny to talked my old stories.
in that night i went to roof of my hostel & cry a lot because i did not know how to made friendship with girl or to fall in love wiht someone you have be good in look whether you are good person by heart or nor its does not depend.
i fell same on my self & i asked to god why??????????? nothing more i just ask
"WHY"
i did not want that my friend know about my felling so i behave like as useal & focus to improve my self. From that day i start my joury to improvement.
dailly i stair to Dipika in canteen ,but she never knew about me. i perfectlly remeber her style of hang the bag & how she walk with her balck bag.
to see her many time i sung that song "KESE ME KAHU RAHENA HAI TERE DIL ME". I have faith in my soul one day me & Dipika will be friend , i am sure that day will come in life.
one of my friend say that she has boy friend. i was very upset. Next day i saw her boyfriend in college, he was perfect like my angle. he is rockstar in study & amazing in other activities & the way which he care for priyanka is like care for small baby.
i think now i have no chance to make friendship with her. her boy friend is better than me in every field accept shacking panis.
there is no other way i have to forget her, its not easy but its time to face the truth i will never be with her..........
i did not explain all this to any one in my friend circle.
that whole night i think about why me & priyanka is not toghather??
My soul anwer that i did not do anything in my life accept watching cricket...i did not care about study or any other stuff which is usefull in life.
That night i promise to my self, priyanka is first & last girl for whom i am not capable. i will make my self so powerfull that no other girl can reject me. i will be dream boy of girls.
for three years i follow this principal. i have changed my self totaly one broken heart turn into stone. Now i am selfish person who think for success & money only.
No other object metter for this person.
i complete my undergrajution & my convocation on 12th october 2009. i know this will be last time , i will see my priyanka. i saw her last time, she is as pretty as i saw her frist time in 2005. four year come n go but she is as she is.
"MERE DIL KE DAYRE ME KABHI YE MUKAM AAYE , KOI TODE DIL TUMARA TUMARA AUR TUMARE LABO PE MERA NAM AAYE......"
i knew this is just dream because even she dont know who is "pankil", how can ths happen??????
after this i got admision in jaipur for further studies, my life going good, i met with one girl & i have changed my status single to commited.
we boht going good day by day.
after almost year later i heared that priyanka broke up with his boy frined, she is now big dipression due to this.
i dont know why after the listen this all i could not stop my tears, tough i am relationship with one sweet girl, i heart is beating for her not for priyanks.
i remeber on poem about heart
"DIL ME HOTI CHOTI SI AASHA"
"CHANDA AUR SITARE ISAME , DHARTI KE NAZARE ISME , GAHARA HAI YE SAGAR KE JESA"
"KISI KE YE PRAR KARTA , KISE PE YE VAR KARTA"
"DIL HI TO HAIIIIIIIII"............................................
its true story of my life. i hope you can understand what i want to say via this artical!!
In 2005 i got admission in college, during my school days i did not like any girl by heart.when my friends said shahin is cuty, ruchi is doll & sonali is sex bomb , i was laugh at them say stop it, its too much. in short i am mama's boy. i like to live with my friends & with my books during my school life.
now i am college student. i dont know when i saw her first time ,i am talking my angle Dipika(i don t want to mention her real name ) but i am sure it was a great day of life.
Let me describe Priyanka.
her full name is Dipika vora. she is 5 feet 5inch long ,strait blank hair. she was slim & tream figure, a very stylish girl, good in study .Priyanks attitude " I AM WHAT , WHAT I AM" i am big fan of her attitude, how she walk, she talk,she eat & lottttttttt. she has evryting which one girl should have. in short is 10 out of 10.
first time in my life i could hear my hart beats & i just wanted to see for my whole life. i am 100% sure that i could become her friend because i had good heart, i would never heart her.
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&&&
&&&&
I am very simple village boy, who did not know what is attitude?? did't know anyting about style or anything!!. i had very simple life but that time i had not know to live this word this not enough.i was poor in study that time,i was in diploma.
you can guess no match between me & priyanka . my friend told me that same things dont dream to much. she is just dream for you.
buttttt....My friends that time i was in another earth i did not know the rules of the this selfish univese.
in fornt of my hostel mates i took it very easily & try to make environment more funny to talked my old stories.
in that night i went to roof of my hostel & cry a lot because i did not know how to made friendship with girl or to fall in love wiht someone you have be good in look whether you are good person by heart or nor its does not depend.
i fell same on my self & i asked to god why??????????? nothing more i just ask
"WHY"
i did not want that my friend know about my felling so i behave like as useal & focus to improve my self. From that day i start my joury to improvement.
dailly i stair to Dipika in canteen ,but she never knew about me. i perfectlly remeber her style of hang the bag & how she walk with her balck bag.
to see her many time i sung that song "KESE ME KAHU RAHENA HAI TERE DIL ME". I have faith in my soul one day me & Dipika will be friend , i am sure that day will come in life.
one of my friend say that she has boy friend. i was very upset. Next day i saw her boyfriend in college, he was perfect like my angle. he is rockstar in study & amazing in other activities & the way which he care for priyanka is like care for small baby.
i think now i have no chance to make friendship with her. her boy friend is better than me in every field accept shacking panis.
there is no other way i have to forget her, its not easy but its time to face the truth i will never be with her..........
i did not explain all this to any one in my friend circle.
that whole night i think about why me & priyanka is not toghather??
My soul anwer that i did not do anything in my life accept watching cricket...i did not care about study or any other stuff which is usefull in life.
That night i promise to my self, priyanka is first & last girl for whom i am not capable. i will make my self so powerfull that no other girl can reject me. i will be dream boy of girls.
for three years i follow this principal. i have changed my self totaly one broken heart turn into stone. Now i am selfish person who think for success & money only.
No other object metter for this person.
i complete my undergrajution & my convocation on 12th october 2009. i know this will be last time , i will see my priyanka. i saw her last time, she is as pretty as i saw her frist time in 2005. four year come n go but she is as she is.
"MERE DIL KE DAYRE ME KABHI YE MUKAM AAYE , KOI TODE DIL TUMARA TUMARA AUR TUMARE LABO PE MERA NAM AAYE......"
i knew this is just dream because even she dont know who is "pankil", how can ths happen??????
after this i got admision in jaipur for further studies, my life going good, i met with one girl & i have changed my status single to commited.
we boht going good day by day.
after almost year later i heared that priyanka broke up with his boy frined, she is now big dipression due to this.
i dont know why after the listen this all i could not stop my tears, tough i am relationship with one sweet girl, i heart is beating for her not for priyanks.
i remeber on poem about heart
"DIL ME HOTI CHOTI SI AASHA"
"CHANDA AUR SITARE ISAME , DHARTI KE NAZARE ISME , GAHARA HAI YE SAGAR KE JESA"
"KISI KE YE PRAR KARTA , KISE PE YE VAR KARTA"
"DIL HI TO HAIIIIIIIII"............................................
